help

Finally..
It's great relieved..
The seminar was over..
I was nervous like hell at da front..
and at da same time there's sumthing that I dun know how to define it self..
Sumthing yang xbest berlegar2 di kepale..
might be due to da things that i've been thru recently..
Although I'm look happy..
tapi dalam xde sape yang tahu..
I'm trying to act normal..
menjadi juge.. tapi ntah.. kadang2 tewas juga..
I'm trying to regain my strength..
Exam is coming..
I'm afraid bout it..
Help me.. dunno wut to do..