Dear bloggers,

Yesterday was the 4th episodes of syncope I've experienced.

And yet, I still couldn't figure out what's happening with the body.

Syncope : medical term of fainting, a sudden, usually temporary, loss of consciousness generally caused by insufficient oxygen in the brain either through cerebral hypoxia, or through hypotension, but possibly for other reasons.

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Lame xupdate. haha.

Been busy lately.

Now End of Posting is over.

Can relax for few days before new posting start next week.

Good Bye Psychiatric. Hello Paediatric

Psychiatric a field of medicine that deals with mental aspect of a human.

It's a quite challenging to understand the behavioural and thinking of a human.

You're dealling with a mentally ill patient and you need lots and lots of patience.

The history are chaotic and sometime causing you headache.

Sometime their history are a bit entertaining.

Pt who think he's the twin of Charles Xavier (X-men) and called himself as Magnum Xavier.

At the first week it's such horrible for me.

I'm the captain. And I have to organized the schedule for my group mates.

On call, clinics, seminar etc.

But then, alhamdulillah.

Strong support from group mates. berjaye jugak.

p/s: Hates social stigma towards psych patients

I should have done that

I should have ignored it like something I couldn't see

I shouldn't have looked at you at all

I should have ran away

I should have acted like I didn't hear it

I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word, you let me know love

Without a word, you give me love

You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this

Without a word, love leaves me

Without a word, love tossed me away

What should I do next?

Why does it hurts so much?

Why does it hurts continuously?

Without a word, I waited for love

Without a word, love hurts me

I zoned out

I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky.

Gamsahamnida :)

Finally! OSCE was over!

Good Luck for those who pass the Phase 2 Final Exam.

See you guys next monday.

Phase 3A!

Thx to my groupmates

Alia, Fadhli, Hani and Zarul

Thx for all the things you guys have thought me.

*Tak Sie2 kite sume jadi gile. hehe*

2010

Happy New Year everyone.

I've been busy lately.

Preparing for the Final exam next week. Sigh~

3 days more to exam.

And hope that all of us pass and proceed to Phase 3.

I'm little a bit of irritated today with college administration

Damn! God only knows how does it feels.

Whatever your suffering,

whatever your pain,

there will always be sunshine after the rain

Wound

People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.