I should have done that

I should have ignored it like something I couldn't see

I shouldn't have looked at you at all

I should have ran away

I should have acted like I didn't hear it

I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word, you let me know love

Without a word, you give me love

You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this

Without a word, love leaves me

Without a word, love tossed me away

What should I do next?

Why does it hurts so much?

Why does it hurts continuously?

Without a word, I waited for love

Without a word, love hurts me

I zoned out

I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky.

Gamsahamnida :)

Finally! OSCE was over!

Good Luck for those who pass the Phase 2 Final Exam.

See you guys next monday.

Phase 3A!

Thx to my groupmates

Alia, Fadhli, Hani and Zarul

Thx for all the things you guys have thought me.

*Tak Sie2 kite sume jadi gile. hehe*

2010

Happy New Year everyone.

I've been busy lately.

Preparing for the Final exam next week. Sigh~

3 days more to exam.

And hope that all of us pass and proceed to Phase 3.

I'm little a bit of irritated today with college administration

Damn! God only knows how does it feels.

Whatever your suffering,

whatever your pain,

there will always be sunshine after the rain

Wound

People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.

What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.

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Even it's spicy, you say it's not
Even it's hot, you say it's cold
Even it's black, you say it's white

If you love someone, you say you don't
If you're hurt, you say you're o.k
If you're sick, you say you're not

That's what you do

Sometimes

We went for clerking as usual today at the evening.
Clerk for tmrw class with Dr Mra.

As we're clerking suddenly someone asked me
'Why ur face shows that ur bored or doesn't interested with this case?'

The thing is, I always make a face like that whenever I felt tired.
It's 6 pm in the evening. I've been in the hospital throughout the day.
Running.. Standing.. Took history.. Do physical examination.
It's really exhausting.
It's not like I'm complaining. But it's fun.
Don't expect me to smile throughout the day.

Even though sometimes u find I'm put on a stressed face,
Sometimes I was stress out.
Afraid of something.
And sometimes I'm thinking.

To people out there,
We as a doctor, are human beings not a robot.


p/s: we went back at 8 pm. Gile macam HO. Nasib xkene punch card ;P