Alhamdulillah.

He's in a good mood today.

No yelling in the ward like previous group.

And thank you, patient bed X for saving my life

Manage to cover 5 beds today.

A painless hematuria patient

An acute abdomen with fever

A liver abscess

An ascending cholangitis

A carcinoma of head of pancreas

It's tiring. I have give my best

and I dun care if u are going to yell at me tmrw.

Sincerely,

A tired and depressed medical student

Ya Allah. I have 2 wards to be covered tonight.

7 beds with full clerking.

No excuses.

Either patient refuse or language barrier.

In these unmotivated state, how am I going make through of it.

T_T

Dear friends,

The pain is so severe.

Just like pancreatic CA pain.

I can't bear with it. ;(

Surrounded by negativity

Borderline for 2nd time.

It's the end of the world in my mind.

Fed up and tired of it.

Sincerely,

A depressed Medical Student.

this is probably one of the most difficult moment in my life.

Home. Study.

Feels like quitting.

Why it is so hard. Why why why.